When I arrived at the Bridge, I knew that I had chosen to become a
judge, which meant I would be giving the angel oath to dogs who passed
over the Bridge. I viewed it as welcoming souls to their new life
without pain and suffering, but I had not counted how much the job would
deal with those things.
Some passings are joyful, like Pokey,
who reunited with his mom despite leaving a thousand broken hearts
behind on the mortal side. Others are sad because pets are separated
from their parents, and other passings provoke outrage. That was how I
felt when I heard about the newest angel crossing the Bridge.
Bentley
had been at the Bridge for less than a year. His passing broke his mom
Madison's heart, but he knew that he left her in the capable paws of his
brother Winston. Little did he know that Winston's song would soon be
ending.
When you love someone, you give them a part of your
heart, including their pet siblings. And when Bentley came to the
Bridge, Winston found it difficult to go on without part of his heart.
He took ill shortly after Bentley left, and, despite battling the
illness for nine months, he had not been whole since his brother's
departure, and finally, the weight became too much for him to bear.
Bentley
came to my cottage and told me that sweet Winston had followed him into
the dark. My thoughts went to where Bentley's already were, with their
mom, who a year ago had a house filled with sounds of dogs, barking,
panting, drinking, eating, breathing, and now had the overwhelming
silence which can only be heard when familiar heartbeats are silenced.
When
Winston saw Bentley standing next to me on Hobo's Landing, he scampered
up Enzo's escalator, running from the river to the cliff where we
awaited him. Bentley met him at the top, where they hugged and cried
together while their friends cheered.
We had a fantastic
welcoming dinner for Winston, but I knew it barely raised a smile. His
thoughts were with his mom. It is horrid for a dog to be homeless, but
next to that on the list of sorrow is a dog lover living in a home
without a pup.
Winston demanded that Bentley help him find a new
dog for their mom immediately, but Bentley advised him that finding the
right dog was more important than speed. He promised to start looking
the next day, whether their mother felt like she could handle living
with, loving, and losing another soul or not. That is the hardest part
of being a pet parent: Opening your soul and heart even if you know they
will be crushed when the dog leaves. But, somewhere, a pup needs a
home, Momma Madison had proven herself to be a great dog mom, and it was
her angels' job to bring them together.
Even though the dog and
human relationship ends the same way, I have never heard anyone regret
going through it, only those who never had and wished they did.
Yeah, momma says it are definitely "worth it."
ReplyDeletetrue...and we totally agree..
ReplyDeleteYou've got it right. If you want great joy you have to make yourself vulnerable to great sorrow. Well done.
ReplyDeleteYes indeed...each time we have lost a pet we say no more
ReplyDeletethen we remember all the joy they give us.
Hugs Cecilia
That is really sad but together Angels are a blessing.
ReplyDeleteWe can hardly imagine being dogless. Chester is at the groomer today, and the house is SO quiet!
ReplyDeleteWe Dogs are always worth it. Even though it hurts when we go, we live in your hearts forever.
ReplyDeleteI agree with you. But the hurt and sorrow is there till you meet again.
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